There are times when nothing makes sense; when everything feels wrong.

When all you want to do is slip on an oversized tshirt, velvet sweatpants, curl into a ball and let everything slip away..

When your heart sinks lower and lower with every passing moment, and you let it

When your soul aches from all the frustrations you have been facing, and you let it. 

When you just lie in bed...longing for some peace. A ray of hope. 

Hoping against hope. Letting the tears flow. Letting your soul ache and letting your heart sink. You lie there, motionless. Cold. Fragile. Scared. Waiting. Anxious. 

You know what will happen and you're not looking forward to it. 

Steaming hot tears roll down your icy cold cheeks. You feel the cold sheets against your cooler skin and you get goosebumps all over your body, so you pull up your blanket to warm up your grieving, cold soul, but in vain.

So...you let go. 

You let go of all the tiny bit of happiness is left in you. 

You let go. 

You let go of emotions, feelings and warmth. 

You let go.

You let go of your soul, allow it to escape your mortal body.

You let go.

You let go of your hopes, aspirations.

You let go.

You let go of the power that lies in you.

You're no more than just a mortal being.

Lying in your bed...motionless, cold, fragile, scared, waiting and anxious.

You let go.